im so exhausted. i was so excited for school. like SO EXCITED. and now i am so depressed or down or whatever that i am not even enjoying it.

he is still messing with my mind. he is still effecting my moods. he is still ignoring me at the moment. when he was the one that fucked up. i just dont get it.

i need to stop being sad. i need to stop being depressed over this.


i have good friends. i have fun most of the time. but this past week has sucked some major ass.