im over him. cos i KNOW he is wrong for me and a douche bag. but wow. i didnt even see him, just his friends, and i nearly fainted. (after they were gone of course) it amazes me how much someone can affect me.
and i wish i didnt associate him with my music. cos a lot of music i really like i find myself not able to listen to. and also he gave me half of my music library. for example: the new frontiers. and f.u.n. and lydia. DAMN YOU RYAN. i want to listen to that music. it is so good. but it makes me sad. i am giong to go to a f.u.n. concert though. make new memories. BAM. fixed.
god i hate this process.
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It's a sucky process for sure - but it does end eventually and you can return to all those things that reminded you of him that you miss. You'll look back and wonder why it took as long as it did to get over it. It will feel that way eventually!
thank you lisa. i think we were all kinda hard on you about nick... and i totally understand now. i apologize for that, and thank you for understanding. :) i like seeing you every MWF morning
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