i would give anything to rewind a few weeks.
i house sat for my uncle this past winter, and i think it was my favorite week of my life. i mean it got stressful and stuff, but it was soooo nice to have my own place, cut off from the world, and such a beautiful environment to live in for a week. i lived in a wonderful snowglobe. it snowed every day, i took the dog on walks around the pond, visited the cows, went to bed at 11 on my own free will, got up early, and got homework done. I felt so accomplished. I kind of cut myself off from the world that week, but i wouldnt have had it any other way. i like being alone. and i like not having to please others all the time. all i had was the dog, the cat, the cows, and the woods. i watched hbo and read and cuddled with an impossible year old lab.
i dont know why, but i just really loved that week. i havent been so at peace with myself as i was that week in a long time. it makes me excited to be independent and have a house of my own, and hopefully i will be blessed enough to have such beautiful surroundings as my uncle does.
oh and ryan and i are done for real this time. i have closure and i feel good about it. and we are still friends. im better now :)
