slowly. one step at a time. im getting better.

everyother day though.... its a bitch. i swear its one good day then one bad day.

mostly im second guessing myself.


he would take me back...............


help me decide.


stealing kate's quote.

i wish living with a mistake was as easy as making it. but that would just be too convenient wouldn't it?

i remember this summer i was all about emotions. i wanted to feel things. i wanted to feel everything. i wanted to get high. i wanted to be drunk. i wanted to be head over heels in love. i wanted to be broken hearted. all because these are human emotions and they should all be felt to the fullest. to live your life.

well im broken hearted now. i cant stop crying. i wanted to puke all day long my stomach was in such knots. i lost my best friend. and i did it to myself.

i dont want to feel this anymore. i take it back. make it better. why did i do this?